Sunday, December 21, 2008

Love Of A Lifetime

By Gabriel Chua
Dedicated to Xin Yu

Foreword

Love comes in many kinds , family , friends , and couples . This story is about these 3 kinds .
Love can be mutual , single sided or silent . Love is the greatest power on Earth , it can create and
destroy . Love is selflessness and desire to make ones loved one happy always no matter what .

The Story

Silently she sat in the corner of her room , obvious to the shouts outside her room .
This meant that her brother had returned ... again . He had always treated his home as a hotel ,
coming and going at will . She glanced up at the clock that ticked on the wall . It was night , 8pm to
be exact . 5 months ago , at this time she would be watching a drama on tv . Now she was in one ,
a tragic one , and it was no drama .

"Slam" sounded the door , following it was sobbings ... Sally got to her feet automatically
and dragged her feet to the door of her room , turning the knob slowly , unlocking the door with a resounding click that echoed through her silent room . Mum was on the floor , as usual , clutching her bag to her chest , curled up on the floor sobbing . Sally went forth and helped her to her feet after glancing towards her brother's room to make sure he was not about to come out at any moment . With one hand , Sally supported her by the arm , the other clutching her bag for her . They walked into Sally's room which she locked behind her . Sally helped her mum to her bed before moving the cupboard , against the door .

This was unusual for Sally , 5 months ago , now it was common , happening almost
3 times a week , each time Lucas returned , he would ask mum for money . It started out with asking her nicely , when she did'nt give it to him , he would snatch her bag and empty her wallet of her money before
he headed to his room to rest , only to set out in the middle of the night again . Tears now welled up in Sally's eyes , things were not like that before , when dad was around ... Sally remembered how her dad used to take the family out for meals , then to the park , now it just seemed like a beautiful dream .

Sally's dad had passed away in a car accident 5 months ago . Ever since then it was never
the same . Mother had to work and could no longer spend time at home . Brother had now resorted to returning home late at night , he had joined gangs and smoked just to numb the pain . Sally on the other hand had nothing to do ... On the day her dad died , she was sitting on the beach with her boyfriend ,
watching the sunset as she held on to his hand , resting her head on his shoulder . She still remembered it clearly , he had shrugged her off and held her hands , looked into her eyes and asked her for a break up . "I don't love you anymore , lets break up Sally , i am sorry" these were the exact words he said to her , she was shocked and had no idea , she was unprepared and didnt take it too well , crying she begged him not to leave ... which he did ... leaving her on the beach alone as the sun set into the horizon . She was at the very place and spot which Ben had then asked her to be his girlfriend . Just then her phone rang , her mum then dealt her another blow . "Hurry Sally , daddys in hospital , he had an accident ." cried Sally's mum . Stumbling with tears in her eyes she ran to the main road to hail a cab . Desperately she waved but cars just went pass her ... finally at long last she hailed a cab and rushed to the hospital .

"Boom , boom , boom" went Sally's heart as she rushed to the operation room , her mum was crying badly to the doctor standing there ... he had just came out of the room ... Her heart fell as her mum stared at her with those pitiful eyes and said " hes gone" . Sally's vision blurred and she heard a loud thud before she no longer remembered anything . She had fainted .

She woke at long last , in a hospital bed , mum beside her , hugging her when she woke ... tears coming down both their cheeks ... her brother , Lucas was standing back towards her facing the window . He left the room shortly after . Returning home only 3 days later . That was really the last time she saw her brother for who he was , now her brother was no more then a hooligan . Her mum had to work 2 jobs a day ... being a very popular girl in school once . Sally now had become quiet and kept to herself not talking or smiling . Slowly she gave up on school . Their dad had been the pillar of strength in the family always positive and cheerful .

Gary , Sally's classmate and the guy who sat next to her in class , had a little thing for Sally ,
he had not seen her for quite a long time ... He had tried to call Sally and text message her in vain . No reply at all ... He called on her one afternoon after school , as she stayed only blocks away from him .
"Bang , bang , bang" it sounded as he banged on her door . She open the door and Gary saw her ... broken , tired and helpless , she looked so worn out and haggard . He glanced down and saw her hands ... she had drawn a "barcode" there with a pen knife . He immendiately grabbed her hand and led her into her own house . He asked her where the medicine was but she just kept quiet . Blood was ozzing out of her cuts , suggesting that she had just cut herself . He rummaged through her drawers and found a tube of anticeptic cream . He applied it for her as he held back his tears seeing what had become of her ... They had been friends since primary school all the way till now almost 8 years . He had fell in love with her but dared not tell her as she was attached . Now all he wanted was to help her . Her house was dark and stuffy with no one at home . From that day onwards he went to her house after school and teached her what was taught in school that day . He said all sorts of things to cheer her up brought her cheese cake , her favourite cake , and talked to her as much as possible although he got no reply .

It was only on the 3rd week of hes continueous effort to cheer her up that she spoke to him for the first time . She even gave him a weak smile . It meant so much to Gary at last he had cheered her up , Even if it was just a weak smile , it was a start . He continued to convince her to go back to school and even took her out to the movie on weekends arranging her to meet with her friends . Slowly she started cheering up again . This whole process took months but he had finally did it ...

It was sunday and Gary asked her to the beach , to see the sunset . As they sat side by side , she started tearing ... once again she was at the spot which her ex boyfriend broke up with her and her mum broke the news to her ... Gary noticed and sliped a tissue into her hand . He knew her only to well ... he did not need to speak nothing was needed to be said . She hugged him . He was shocked but happy . Finally she pulled back and Gary looked her in her eyes , he pulled out from his bag 3 roses . " Sally , each rose represents a word , together they say , I LOVE YOU , will you be my girlfriend ?" said Gary . Sally sobbed and nodded ... Nothing more needed to be said as they sat side by side her head on his shoulder his arm around her shoulder . Looking at the sun set as it set in the horizon ...

Gary took her to many places opened her heart up once more . She knew she had not made a wrong decision the moment she nodded . It was exactly a year from the day they had steaded . This day Gary asked Sally to a park .

They sat on the bench this was how they planned to spend their one year aniversy together . In each others embrace . "Sally your lips look dry , you are thristy right ?" asked Gary . "Kind of" smiled Sally happy at how dedicated Gary was and noticed even this small detail . " I will be right back , i will go get us some drinks across the road " said Gary "Orh" said Sally as she plated a kiss on his cheek . Gary stood up and went across the road . It was a long time before he returned .

Sally waited and waited and finally decided to go and see what had happened ...
She saw a crowd gathered at the road pointing and talking about something . She edged foward and saw Gary lieing on the ground blood coming out of his head ... Sally let out a scream and surged through the crowd kneeling at Gary's side . The paramedics rushed Gary to the hospital with Sally . Sally stood out side the operation room once more . Her heart filled with hopelessness and thinking about all that Gary had done for her . She felt herself in the same position as when her dad had died ... She sobbed and cried . Praying and wishing that Gary would not die . Hours later the doctor came out . "Hes in a coma if he does not wake in 3 days , i dont think he will ever wake ." he said as he handed her a white bag . These are Garys belongings when he had the accident . Among them was a packet drink , his wallet , handphone and a letter to Sally . She opened it up and it read :

Dear Sally , I really love you . I want you to know that the past year i have spent with you are the happiest days of my life . Ever moment spent with you is like a year on heaven . I thank god for letting me know you . I want to care for you forever Sally . Love Gary .

Sally cried and cried she spent day and night by Gary's side , holding his hand and reminding him of their time together , begging him to wake . It was the third day and the doctors wree going to off the life support system if Gary did not wake by 12am . Sally was desperate . She went to the chapel of the hospital and knelt before god . :Dear god , you let me know Gary , you let him help me , you let him make me whole again , please dont take him away please help him to wake ." she prayed .

It was 11.55 pm the doctor had gathered around his bed , Gary's mum and dad there too , they were crying , Gary's mum in Gary's dad's arms . Sally said a silent prayer as she held onto Gary's hands . The clock struck 12 and the doctors turned of the life support system . Sally' let out a big cry of sadness .

Just at that moment that the nurse was about to cover Gary's face , he sat up straight . And shouted Sally ! Sally hugged him and the doctors were shocked . They had turned off the life support system for a minute already how could Gary have lived ? Thus is the power of love that it moves the heart of god to help Gary .

They eventually got married and had children one boy and one girl . Sally's mum passed away 10 years after this incident and her brother had become like he was before . They were once again a loving family

The End

Xin Yu i want you to know that its not fake , i really love you . Dont freak out or anything . At first i really just treated you like a friend then when i got to know you better , the more i felt this special feeling . I really love you . You know how serious i am , i wont ever hurt you at all i promise , i just want to be there for you and make you happy . I really meant wat i said will you gif me a chance to prove it ? I wont hurt you , you know it rite ? Tink about it ok ? i really love you and want to share all your problems . I really love you . Will you be my stead ? .

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Survey

Survey

Si Min asked me to do this =)
01.What's more important ?
# Family

02.Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
# Never =)

03.What happened at 10.00am today ?
# Watching Hairspray..

04.When did you last cry ?
# Last Saturday?

05.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
# Bread

06.What do you want in your life right now ?
# Money. Lols. $.$

07.Do you carry umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ?
# I dun have an umbrealla.

08.What is your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
# My soft toys.

09.What are you doing now ?
# This survey larhs.

10.What is your nicest text in your inbox say ?
# * Confidential =D

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
# NO!

12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
# Nopes.

13.What was the last movie you caught ?
# Hancock

14.What are you proud of ?
# I can sleep for 96 hours straight.

15.What was the oldest text in your inbox say ?
#* Confidential =).

16.If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to ?
# Tai Pei

17.Do you have any nickname ?
# Yeahs.

18.What does you last recieved message say ?
# 'Go Fuhua lehs'

19 .What thing do you do to bed last night ?
# Sleep.

20.Are you currently happy ?
# Yeahs.

21.Who gives you best advice ?
# Pearlyn

22.Do you eat wipped cream straight from the can ?
# Yarhs

23.Who did you talk to on phone last night ?
# Pearlyn and Lao pas

24.Is anything bugging you right now ?
# Yarh. My brother.

25 .What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh ?
# Pearlyn barhs.

26.Do you wear toe socks ?
# Nope?

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
# Seah Si Min

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
# Of course larhs. =.="

29.What annoys you most in a person ?
# Her bitchy face?

30.Do you have a crush on anyone ?
# Nopes...

31.Have you ever done cocaine ?
# What's that?

32.What is the colour of your room ?
# Blue?

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
# Nos.

34.Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap" ?
# Yarh

35.Who was the last person lie in your bed ?
# Me larhs.

36.Who was the last person to hug you ?
# Mummy =))

37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?
# No. I kissed my mum. Dun get wrong idea..

38.Do you have a life ?# Yarhs??

39.Have you ever think someone died , when they really didnt ?
# ??? Thats lame..

40.What is the reason behind your profile song ?
# I like it marhs. Otherwise i put for what? I listen de marhs.

41.Who was the last person saw in your dream ?
# Better not say anything. Later ___ kill me

42.Last time you smiled ?
# Today??

43.Have you changed this year ?
# Duh??

44.What are you listening now ?
# The sound of the air?

45.Are you talking to someone when doing this ?
# Nopes.

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
# Depends?

47.Is there a quote you live by ?
# Nope.

48.Do you want someone you cant have ?
# Yarhhs...

49.Do you ever play an instrument ?
# Yeah. Quite a number...=.=

50.What was the worst idea you have this week ?
# Muahahahas =P

51.What were doing last night at 11.00pm ?
# Sleeping larhs.

52.Are you happy with your love right now ?
# Nope.

53.What song best describe your love life ?
# Er... Ai Lai Guo By S.H.E barhs??

54.Does the person know that you like him/her ?
# I dun like anyone now...=.=

55.Who always make you laugh ?
# Pearlyn, Si Min =), my mummy and brother...and ALOT of ppl..

56.Do you speak other language other than English ?
# duhh?

57.Favourite website ?
# my blog?

58.What your middle name ?
# Xin >.< What a lame survey..

59.What are you doing tomorrow ?
# Go school?

60.What do you think you are like ?
# You tell me=.=

61.Who will you choose to die with ?
# My mum =) She can take care of me =))

62.Where had you been today ?
# Home, mum office...or how to do survey??

63.What game do you play often ?
# I dun really play much games...=.=

64.What you missing right now ?
# Pearlyn & Si Min

65.If you have to choose between friends and loves , who will you choose?
# Friends larhs...Who is that idiot who would choose love?

66.What are you wearing now ?
# Polo Shirt and Silk skirt??

67.Which primary school are you from ?
# Pig cage Primary. Lols. Jurong=Zhu Long marhs...=.=

68.Name 3 colours that you like ?
# White,Blue & Purple =)

69.What emotion you like to show ?
# This; =P

70.What is your life to you ?
# Full of life??

71.If you have something troubling you , what will you do ?
# Depends.

72.Who did you last chat in msn today ?
# Zhen Wei??We said, Hi only...=.=

73.Who you admire most ?
# Genie Zhuo Wen Xuan-- Looks, money, good voice & figure.

74.Which month are you born in ?
# October..

75.How are you feeling right now ?
# Bored.

76.What is the time now ?
# 11.52am

77.Where are you now ?
# Mum office..

78.What colour did you use to dye hair ?
#I never do..

79.What is the highest alcoholic percentage you had consume ?
# I dun drink..

80.What do you do when you are moody ?
# Call up Pearlyn & Si Min?

81.At which age you wish to get marry ?
# 26? 27?

82.Who is more important to you ?
# Mummy and grandma and brother.

83.Do you think you have confident ?
# Yes

84.Who is the person you trust the most ?
# Mum, pearlyn and Si Min

85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
# Yes..

86.If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
# Dance with Prince charming...

87.What is your goal for this year ?
# Pass PSLE with 225??

88.Do you believe in eternity love ?
# Yarhhs.

89.What feeling do you love the most ?
# Happy.

90.Do you really think is Global Warming now ?
# Hellos? I'm sweating now..

91.What feeling you hate the most ?
# Being Sad...and guilty?

92.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
# hello? who dont?

93.Do you believe in god ?
# Not very much..

94.Who cares you the most ?
# Of course Family.

95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
# My life?

96.What will you bring when you fight ?
# My fist and dignity.

97. What will you do if a boy/qerh kiss you (suddenly derhh) ?
# If no feeling, slap that guy. Got, continue larhhs... LOL.

98.What would you feel that everyone no longer cares you ?
# I'll try to find out why barhs..

99.What is your stead two-timed you ?
# Woah... You wouldnt wanna know..

100.What will you do if you lie to your friend ?
# Find a time to tell him/her the truth.

Instrustions: Remove any 1 question from the above and add in your own personal message and bold it .Next list 8 people whom you would want them to do this , at the end of the post .Notify them in their tag box he/she has been tagged .

People to do this quiz .
♥Shang Yu?
♥Bao Yu
♥Lao Pa.
♥Shawn
♥Jeremy???

Sunday, July 13, 2008

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Saturday, June 14, 2008







Yesterday went out to celebrate Si Min's birthday. Yes, it was early, but, no harm celebrating. As you can see in the photo, 3 girls, and another guy, Zhen wei went. Hahas. Finally remembered his name. Haha. Look at Si Min's blog for full details...hahas. http://sweetest-smile18.blogspot.com

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

我的嘛呀。。。

我最近一直在看戏。。
See the list below:

  1. 东方朱利叶
  2. 终极一班
  3. 翻滚吧!蛋炒饭
  4. 命中注定我爱你
  5. 魔鬼在身边
  6. 换换爱
  7. 终极一家
  8. 放羊的星星
  9. 宫。我的野蛮王妃
  10. 宫。S

Alot right?? Muahahahahahahass...

Try watching them.All very nice..

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

张韶涵 & 范玮琪 唱的《如果的事》

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着
走谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间说着
我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

Sunday, June 1, 2008


I remember telling some of my friends i have to be a 'tour-guide' for my mother's employee the daughter right??

Lol. See the picture above? I'm sure you can recongnise me right?? Haha. Then the girl beside me is Elle Lim Wooi Xing. My friend from JB, malaysia. She came to Singapore for the holidays... So i brought her to SDC ( Singapore Discovery Centre ) PLay the whole day... Very guilty. I made her fall down...Her legs the skin..all tore off.. :(( So guilty. I then brought her to JP ( Jurong Point )... We go Toys R'us... Then we madde the Keychain..I made one from him...Too : )) Hehe..

Guilty about another thing...

Beacause of me...Si Min's birthday party has to be delayed... I'm So...Sorry!!!!! Really...From the bottom of my heart...I know the perfect present for her. All i have to do is make sure Mango goes to her Birthday party... Super easy!!! hahahahaha...I made a card for her liao la...Just have to remember to bring : ))...

I got to go...to my dad's new niche...to pray... Bye.. :((

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Funny mee....

Harlows...
A few days nvr post ler.
So i decided to post today,
Walau... My handphone!!!
Keep delaying again and again.
Yesterday say today buy,
then today say tommorow buy.
a few moments ago, say monday buy!
Haiyo!! Check out my day.

8.00--Woke up; Wash face...Go back sleep again.

8.45--Disturb & annoy brother

9.00--Watch 放羊的星星 on channel 56.

9.30--Shower; Sleep in bath tub.

9.45--(i shower 15 mins..Haha) disturb bro; ask him go bathe.

9.50--Fight with brother

10.00--Bring bro go tution(he didnt shower; So smelly!)

10.30--Reach office

1.30--Go tution

3.30--Go back office..

5.06--Now...GOING JURONG POINT!!!! HEHE...



Boring right?? Got some things i cannot say... So nvr say lor... GTG bye!

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Happy--Summer

Woo Hoo!
Holiday liao worhz.
But sia la...teacher give so much hw!!
*好想某某人哦。。
Really what. Holiday liao..cannot see him ler.
Pearlyn introduce one show to me. 終極一班 KO ONE
Super funny!! 哈哈哈
Stupid lor. The guy want but bomb,
in the end hurt himself.! So funny!
Alicia still say boring. No taste sia. Haha
Now holiday right, i still need work.
Owe mother too much money ler. Haha
Walau..So romantic! PS. I now watching KO one.
Hehe. So romantic...
Walau..My handphone....
Mother break promise lorh.
Say today go buy.. in the end no buy...
Sad sia. Later anyhow scold me.
Say why so kan chiong...
Sians..IRRITATING

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Super happy :))
Super happy :))

Sunday, May 18, 2008

A little advice from me today..I feel so professional today..wearing tie marhs..haha

People are always saying, "Study hard enough, and you'll get 'A's"
But, have those people ever thought that if we study all the time,
ok, we get our beautiful grades. but, did they ever think about what we will become?
Oh yeah, we would become 'successful','great',clever'...
But, we will still to lose ourselves.
We would get used to reading books all the time that we eventually forgot how to enjoy ourselves..
Yes. We have to study hard. But, NOT 24hours round the clock!
Adults are always like that! See us play, SCOLD!!!
Irritating. They can go to clubs, they can dance all night long, they can go for their candlelit dinner! Us? the children?
STUCk AT HOME, READING SCIENCE TEXTBOOKS! IT JUST ISN'T FAIR!
Point number 1 taken. Move on to next point :))

We always want perfection. But, perfection isn't easy to come;
Nor are they hard to get. Perfection consists of two things.
One, how much effort you put in, and, two, how much you want it to be perfect.
Some people are so crazy for perfection that they eventually lose themselves.
My advice,
GO FOR PERFECTION. BUT NEVER FORGET WHO YOU ARE AND WHY YOU ARE WORKING SO HARD. GO ALL OUT!
Point number 2 taken? Last but not least...

Don't do stupid things for other people.
Do things for youself. Don't lose your dignity for someone else.
Its not worth it. You want a certain someone to notice you,
BE YOURSELF.. HAVE CONFIDENCE! You don't have to act like someone else.
Other people have to like you for who you are and not some other girl you are tring to be. If that's the case, you have no friends...
At least, no true friends..

BYE BYE :))

Saturday, May 17, 2008


go to this website PLEASE?? http://www.taiwansnacks.sg/

Friday, May 16, 2008

Lyrics from mie songs...

Bleeding love by Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding
love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open ....

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When you are gone by Avril lavinge

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're goneThe words
I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left,
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
Tired liao sehh...
Tell you guys orh..
very happy today..
dunno why!
Maybe cause found phone ler barh?
haha... I MISS HIM~
i really wan to shout to him :
" Oii!!!!!!!!! GOt miss me anot????"
Lol... See the lyrics above? Try to listen. Super nice!
I lazy type others...
Next time free then type somemore.
Today saw ben and glen's mom. So polite lor she.
How come her sons are not like her arh? HAha...
Today stayback,
sing and sing and sing with Pearlyn and rachel.
We thinking of singing at teacher's day concert.
Have you guys heard? there will be a PROM NIGHT!!!
Suppeer EXCITED!!!!!!!!! haha...
wonder i will go with friends or HIM...
haha... SO late liao leh... Got to go call HIM liao...
BYE BYE :)
LISTENING TO__Teenages by My Chemical Romance

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Nth to do :) haha

So sianz.. Just kena shock.
Stupid Alan lor. Suddenly Scare me..
walau. Scare the hell out me sehh...
Stupid_____... today go his class...
Actually wanted to get the ____ dehh...
Go there 2 days liao...
He never put under his table...
Aiya... Maybe he haven write finish.
But i not shuang.
So long liao.
Aiya nvm lor...
Today so funny sehh...
I went to school as normal.
But then,
i reach school, need screening marh, i line up behind serene.
Ltr rachel come. then i let her cut,
then si min too. so i let her cut also.
then pearlyn. Simin ask tiara to go infront.
I ACTUALLY BEHIND SERENE...
GUESS WHAT? the line became,
serene, tiara, yu mon, si min,pearlyn, rachel then me! hahaha
See what happen??? hahaha.

SA1 marks

English- 57 1/2 (paper 2) 69.0/100(overall)(3rd in class)
Chinese-74 1/2 (paper 2) 166.5/200(overall)(1st in class)
Maths-56/100 Sobbs**
Science-46/100 Wahhh!!! CRIES**!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!

MUST REALLY JIA YOU LERHH!!!
XINYU JIA YOUXX!!!!!!!!

:))) Bies!!!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Love.

Hehe~ Happy 3 weeks ler. This saturday is 4 weeks...
Wah.... I really like him like until crazy liao...
Actually can say LOVE ler...
I think of him ALL THE TIME!
I breath then i think of him dehh...
Today so shiok.
Go take Neo-print withh Si Min.
2mmr nid to return her $9...
Aiyo! Sians...
Nvm lorh...Who ask me today nvr bring money.
Aiyo...mother call liao. GTG bye bye.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Photos




Walau eh... I darkest in the picture...hahas. this pics were taken at my tution centre. Dunno why. Tution teacher suddenlly ask to take photo. So we all excited. Ben lai thought can in middle lesson take dehh. (to waste tym) Mei Xiang Dao, in the end, take at end of lesson! LOL

Saturday, May 10, 2008











Saturday, May 3, 2008

LOL

EVERYONE~ATTENTION~IMPORTANT HERE!~


Watch Channel 8 on 22nd May(thursday), on 8pm. Please and thank you :P

Thursday, May 1, 2008

wow.

1 week 5 days liao! I'm still counting!



I saw this on chelsea's blog. So I just try try...



Name 20 people you can think of right now. Dont read the questions till you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, chose 5 people to do this. _______________________________________

1. Him

2.Ashikin

3.Rachel

4.Chelsea

5.Amanda

6.Dawn

7.Gen Qing

8.Xin Yuan

9.Si Min

10.Pearlyn

11.Alicia

12.Jonathan

13.Claudia

14.Wei Min

15.Michelle

16.Nadira

17.Dave

18.Samuel

19.Wan Loong

20.Jia Yee



how did you meet #14(Wei Min)?

Through Si Min lorh..



what would you do if you didnt meet #1(Him)?

I would die of misery and no sweetness.



what if #9(Si Min) and #20(Jia Yee) dated?

No way~LESIBIANS !



will #6(Dawn) and #17(Dave) date?

If they ever meet, maybe yes...



Describe #3(Rachel)

Special~



#8(Xin Yuan) attractive?

Oh yes!



describe #7(Gen Qing).

Irritating? Funny? Obnoxious?



know of any #12(Johnathan) family members?

1 mother 1 father, 1 sister?



what will you do if #18(Samuel) confesses to you that he likes you?

Err.....



what language does#15(Michelle)speak?

Chinese & English lor~



#9(Si Min) going out with?

Er.. not confirmed but.... better not say anyth~



how old is #16(Nadira) ?

Er... 12?



when is the last time you spoke to #13(Claudia)?

Yesterday??



who is #2(Ashikin) favourite band /singer?

Im not sure....



you ever date #4(Chelsea)?

We are not that close...~



would you ever date #1(him)?

Er...yes.



#19(wan loong) sinqle?

Of course... i think~



whats #10(Pearlyn) last name?

lim lor~



would you ever be in a relationship with #11(Alicia)?

No way.



primary school of #3(Rachel)?

JPS~



where does #6(Dawn) live?Condo, address?

Jurong East st 31 Blk 317



whats your favourite thing about #5(Amanda)?

Super Funny~



have you seen #2(Ashikin) naked?

Yes. When we were in P2, we went swimming :@



HAHAHA~

Sunday, April 20, 2008

its a dream come true!~

终于等到我要的那一天了!
我喜欢的人也喜欢我耶!

真是好难相信哦!
我实在太幸运了!

我并没有喜欢他那么久,
只是在二月时才喜欢上他的。

那,当我要和他表白时,
他就跟我说,
他喜欢别的人了。
我才知道我有多么的喜欢他。

昨天,他跟我说,
其实,他还是喜欢我的。
所以,我特别开心。
我不知道该怎么做,
所以问了思敏,
她就说很好很好,
我才决定接受他的。。

他,不敢相信,
我终于让他相信了。


我也
哈哈!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I doDrew walks by me,
can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,
give him all her loveLook in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybeGet some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I doHe's the time taken up,
but there's never enoughAnd he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

Monday, April 7, 2008


哦。。好甜蜜哦!感到好羡慕哦!及时才伦到我感到这种甜蜜呢?我要的是爱。真爱。不可以随便随便的爱哦。 我去逛街时,每次都看到一对一对的 love birds. 哈哈!我期待那一天,我喜欢的男生,会突然把我拉到他的面前,对我说:“别走,留在我身边。可以吗?” 那,我就会说:“好。我不走。”那,他就给我一个长久的吻。。。那不是很浪漫吗?还是我的imagination太丰富了??哈哈。期待着,我的男朋友回乡图画中一样,紧紧地抱住我。让我在他的怀里睡觉。那天的天空,会是蓝蓝的,太阳不会太热,可以听到鸟儿飞来飞去的声音。那,我们会在莫个角落里,抱在一起。。。。看着太阳下山!!!

Friday, March 28, 2008

waiting...its tiring... :(



waiting.wating...waiting...
Its Tiring.YOU KNOW?
Have you waited for something more then
10 years? Its tiring. I've been waiting for a boy,
any boy, to tell me three sentences.
Even if that boy is disgusting,ugly or dunno wad,
somebody like...BERNARD? If some like bernard come up to me and tell me that three sentences,he would be granting my wish.
Theres one guy. He told me thAT he LOVE me. but, he did not say the three sentences. So i rejected him again and again.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

這個都市,有一段「貼來貼去」的愛情故事……  
故事,就從某一種盤據全亞洲的女孩類型說起。這種女孩,叫「便利貼女孩」。她,樸素、簡單安分、願望也小小的,從來就不是什麼Somebody,也不期待變成一個Somebody。她們功能小小,但是又不可或缺,就像是一張隨手可撕的便利貼,不起眼也不特別,但你的身邊一定有她!一趟『豪華郵輪』之旅,讓這樣一位平凡的女孩碰上史上最不平凡的際遇
  欣怡她從小就很害怕別人不喜歡自己,所以她一直很努力的要對別人好,只要有人給她一點點回應,她就很容易喜歡上對方,大家都叫她便利貼女孩,因為當有人需要她,撕下來就能用,不需要時隨手亂扔也無所謂。但她卻是個很重感情的傻瓜,個性不夠強讓她該下定決心的時候常常會心軟,某日為了挽回花心男友古馳,花費大把旅費上愛之船旅遊,沒想到陰錯陽差走錯房間,醒來之後,愕然發現自己竟與一名陌生人發生一夜情,又發現男友古馳偷吃,搞上了有錢的寡婦拋下她離去,讓她有如晴天霹靂的打擊。一個月後,當欣怡看到驗孕棒的結果時,她很後悔沒在船上跳下海。一個25歲的律師事務所職員,為了一個爛男友,負債20萬,還懷了一個來路不明男人的小孩,簡直是全天下最諷刺的笑話。她向公司請了一個星期的假,準備回到故鄉「薑母島」,想想自己該怎麼辦。
  那天床上的陌生人名叫紀存希,他是所有女孩理想中的白馬王子,多金帥氣、青年才俊,當他碰上平凡的上班族女孩陳欣怡,不知是麻煩的開始,還是幸福的啟航。由於紀家的隱疾遺傳,每代都男丁式微,至今九代單傳。這讓家中長輩珍珠奶奶每天都睡的不安穩,深怕這麼一丁點的香火一不小心就斷了!奶奶一心希望孫子紀存希能和其他的企業小開一樣,四處留情。偏偏這個孫子卻潔身自愛。一日,奶奶無意中發現欣怡竟懷了存希的孩子,或許是紀家的祖宗庇祐,沒想到老天竟然真的賜給她一個『小金曾孫』,讓奶奶說什麼都要存希把欣怡娶過門。這樣等她駕鶴歸西的那天,也有臉面對紀家的列祖列宗了。於是奶奶以要打給存希交往三年的女友爆料為要脅,要存希娶欣怡,被「騙婚」的存希不得不娶欣怡以完成奶奶在世的心願。但存希發現他不願意面對結婚的事實,也無法決定是否要臨陣脫逃,或是鼓起勇氣承擔後果,這時突然發現他們在奶奶的要求下必須開始約會談戀愛。
  其實存希還有個交往三年的芭蕾舞者女友ANNA,期間多次浪漫求婚ANNA都讓存希碰了個軟釘子,但存希始終默默的等待著,等待著ANNA願意放下一切答應他的求婚。ANNA為了事業不婚,而他此時卻因意外讓欣怡懷孕,幸好ANNA在國外巡迴表演,好讓存希可以隱瞞這次的烏龍事件。但存希卻瞞著奶奶,和欣怡簽了一張婚前協議,載明生完小孩兩人就要離婚,存希答應給欣怡一筆錢然後拍拍屁股互不相欠,欣怡為了肚裡孩子的將來,認真思考後也同意了。存希的如意算盤打的是,當欣怡把孩子生下來後,ANNA巡迴演出結束回國,他和欣怡的契約關係正好到期,便可以和ANNA再續前緣。
  不知情的欣怡搬進存希家,開始學著和存希相處,兩個陌生人從不適應到習慣彼此的存在,是非常微妙的進化,本來以為只是住在一個屋簷下互不相關的兩人,卻因為許多生活瑣事漸漸有了交集,欣怡在奶奶的要求下搬進存希臥室,存希便藉故搬到客房去睡的,卻發現漸漸不喜歡一個人睡覺的孤單,三更半夜存希總是會回到原來的房間,久而久之睡覺時身旁有個人好像是種習慣了。不喜歡回家吃飯的存希也開始回家吃飯,誓言絕不幫忙任何事的存希,也開始採買嬰兒房的壁紙、小朋友的玩具。在以為這就是所謂的幸福時,一直被忽略隱瞞的未爆彈ANNA出現了,存希萬萬沒想到他跟ANNA沒有說清楚的關係傷害了欣怡,只留下一張離婚協議書就消失不見,原以為這樣的結束是最好的句點,沒想到欣怡早在不知不覺中佔據他的心中,他發誓,如果再讓他找到欣怡,他一定要重新追回欣怡,不再是從前孩子的爸對孩子的媽的模樣,而是以一個男人對女人的姿態……
现在是假期,还真无聊!



会闷死的咯!



还好,多两天就会学校


term two了。


时间过得也太快了吧?


我假期第一天,整天都在补习,




那第二天到第六天都在生病很可怜hor?




昨天是第七天,




我去看电影,吃 sushi..电影看




《the water horse》。。。

Sunday, March 2, 2008

suddenly heart brokened...





HEART BROKENED ONCE AGAIN...I REALLY DID NOT MEAN BREAKING HIS. THAT MADE ME SAD ENOUGH.BUT NOW I OSO KNOW THAT THE GUY I LIKE DOESN'T LIKE ME. AND ITS JUST SAD TO KNOW....

Funny right? Just now i just said how happy i was...Now suddenly so heart brokened...hahaha...Going no energy to laugh ler.Haix.. I broke someone's heart 3 times already...Should i say i pro or wad? Usually people break other's heart de reason is:


1. Person B got rejected by Person A

2.Person A did <1> cruely

3.Person A is a flirt.

4. Person A backstabbed B bigtime...


Realise i'm using dark colors barh?


I am really sad... I tell you first.So very very sad.


I dun mean to break his heart. But i really dun like him wad. Otherwise wad? I pretend to like him to get over the person i really like meh? No right? Onli flirts do that lo. I hope he can understand that i dun meant to reject him. He, like me also like me 2 years liao. But i like... lets just call him BOY... but i like boy 2 years liao oso.So i knw it is very difficult to give up...But his persistant is really very touching. But... I still broke his heart.

for flirts, it would be ez to give up lo...But...How m i supposed to knw how to give up? ONE WORD,SAD...

this year reeally e best!

Wowee! this year really the best year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so...happy!!! Yesterday to tired to post.But got somany things happen yesterday lorh!!! LO
VE IS IN THE AIR FOR NG XIN YU!!!
H-A-P-P-Y!!!! hahahahahahaha....But i cannot tell you all la...otherwise, that person would noe hu he is liao... so cannot...haha...

Anyway, yesterday go for the heats, got 4th place!!! ok la... I win with grace and lose with dignity... I lose to Pearlyn,Arubyl(sorry if spell wrong) and Yi Ling. Yi Ling lie lorh...say she slow...but nvr mind la. Everyone says that haha! But still,quite sad. I thought could get third. Then pearlyn chiong, then forth lor..Oh...can tell you something la, The guy i like got 5th or 6th place la. But, got somany boys get 5th,6th place...so very hard to know wad. right anot?haha... Yesterday night suddenly have cramp.Pain lor. Almost cried..ALMOST hor. Until today morning still pain...haix..that Jiang Nan hor...like Guo Sheng until hor... follow him home(not exactly) but i follow(kpo marhz jkjk) then i feel so stupid..But Jiang Nan still cute la...haha...This thursay must jy liao!! I wan get my 1st trophy...lol. That is a...not very must do one la..but then, thats a goal lor. Most important, gain experience. Yesterday when mr kamaruidin say :"Girl gerasan(dunno spell crrt anot) Sediah! BEEP!!!" wah! scare me sia! haix. then i slowed down lor. the girls started liao i haven started. abbt 1 sec after they start, i then start...But very fun la yesterday. That Darryl Han also very wad la. Keep anyhow say i like ben. Then that Guo Sheng an Tong Wai, when watching race that time, they sit behind me marh. Then keep throwing the rubber stones at me. Then i throw back lor... LOL...

Friday, February 29, 2008

i am soo...the really happy lorh!!!~~~

I'm in LOVE!!! I'm not lying. I keep saying i will give up, but then, I'm head over heels! I've never been so attracted to a guy b4!! Today is anniversery.The day i started likin him!!! Can say i stupid.The day i knw he existed is 3rd November 2006,Friday.The day i really start liking him is today! 29th Febuary.But since its leap year,its actually 28 lo. 1 day late. I just remembered. See the picture over<<<>LOVE... But, i oso still remember the day he reject me lo. Still can remember the pain. 27th September 2007...really regret nvr knw him earlier lo. On this special occasion, Its oso my 2nd TIME I talked to him as if he was a close friend!!! woo hoo!!! I LOVE HIM!!! SO MUCH!!! I'm really sorry ****** I knw... that * **** ** *** * *** **** *... * ***** ***** * ** ***,***** *** * *** *,* ****** **** ***...* ***'* ** *** *.... Wish me luck...tommorrow gonna run. PLus, if can get back phone, then, can take snap shots of him tommoroe!! hahaha jkjk... i not so wwad one. Just an imagination lar. I scared sia, 2morow the ppl running 200m i onli knw pearlyn standard...the othrs i all dunno. so sad lor... scared. i dun wan to lose... those hu wanna knw my results, i tell you la...lan lor!! i onli happy wif maths n chinese. cos maths got improve. and chinese is C grade. English: 45/100 Maths: 54/100 Science: 49 1/2!/100!!!! Chinese: 57/90 ok right? not too bad la. except for english!!! sad sia... NVM LOR!!! WORK HARDER!!!! jia you jia you!!! xinyu jia you!!!!!!! hehehe...

Saturday, February 16, 2008

should i be lonely?

Should i be lonely?
or should i be happy?
dun see me everytime in school like so happy,
thats because i am getting away from the NO FREEDOM rule at home.

Seriously..at home, onli can do homework,Homework,Homework,MORE HOMEWORK and MORE HOMEWORK!!!!
see? isn't it exactly like hell?Terrible right?
Will die one leh.
THen on week ends, wah seh...more worst.

morning need to pray half n hour,
then need play piano,if lesser then 5 minutes,
need replay,
then, do kumon, assesment.
Do finish all things liao, wanna watch TV,
CANNOT. because the door to TV room will be lock,
and all gates out will be locked.
That MEANS, NO GOING OUT,NO WATCHING TV,NO PLAYING,NO FREEDOM AT ALL!

If you are me, how can tahan tis kind of torture??
How can you live with the lives or HOMEWORK?
Even if you finish your homework, you still CANNOT GO OUT!!!


TERRIBLE RIGHT?

Sunday, February 3, 2008




real or fake cake??



Very serious worh!!! LOL








V
hahaha...everybody do so action action!!! LOL...but...hu cares? My family's cute!











LOL Very fun! we looking fornew sofa, then we end up buying dunno how many sofas!!!